(I Can't Even Think of an Appropriate Title for this Post)

I often ask myself why do I win various writing contests where in fact I know to myself that I am not a good writer. I ask myself, how did I become the Associate Editor of our school paper where in fact I know that my subordinates are better than me. Honestly, I suck at writing. I always idolized many people when they write. I would curse them for writing brilliantly and out of my most frivolous thought, I would dare steal their imaginative minds and replace mine with them, or mix their brains and stick in my head. I just get jealous when I read great blogs and essays. How I wished I could write like them. Just reading them could take me far away, far from this chair that I am sitting at right now. They write so intricately, it's as if I have witnessed or I have seen the event or the thing they are describing. I myself cannot do that. I could mumble up some words and put them together, but the outcome would be so gross. So yeah, that's it. I don't know if I ever improve, but if I will, suck it losers! that would be great! Like yeah, whatever.

P.S. I don't know why but while writing this post, the single of Jessica Sanchez entitled, Change Nothing is playing in my head.