Kamikaze

The moment I heard the songs, I flew to the city of owls. I saw deers and bees and alligators. I saw galaxies. I saw flowers. It was magnificent. It was surreal. I cannot stop myself from singing and listening to the songs. As I continued this adventure, I saw all things bright and beautiful surrounding me. I saw the real world for once. I saw this daisies growing on a haunted house. After days and days of adorable sight-seeing, I flew out -- using my spaceship -- from the mysterious mind of the great Adam Young.

Sadly, I only had that time of my life online. I cannot buy it, for I had no shining coins and bills to pay for a multi-colored disc. I've become a Captain Hooke myself -- for I cannot resist myself from being one. I did everything for magnificence. I did everything for music. I did everything for love.

Gametime! Presents: Pokemon Black

I almost forgot. I finished Pokemon Flora Sky already! The finished there doesn't mean I caught all Pokemons already. Yeah it took me many many days to finish this game. At some point, I had to repeat the game all over again because at my last gym battle, the game did stick, thus, made me repeat the game all over again. It was sad, though, but I enjoyed playing the game again. And I finished it until the Pokemon League. But sadly, I cannot go to the other cities anymore. The game was corrupted so it went to new game again.


Now, I'm playing my Fifth Pokemon Game (First was Gold, Second was Leaf Green, Third was Sapphire, and Fourth was the Flora Sky) and its the Black version. I happened to meet new Pokemons -- weird and new Pokemons at the same time. Since it's my first time meeting, them, it's kinda awkward but it's fun at the same time.


Let me have my checklist.
Kanto -- /
Johto -- /
Hoenn -- /
Sinnoh -- not yet
Unova -- playing


After Black, Diamond or Pearl is next. So, I'll watch out. :D

Nothing Real

I remembered your name and your face when I heard Owl City’s Deer in the Headlights.

The lyrics struck me like the lightning of the June rains. The tune crashed into my heart like a meteor crashing unto the moon’s crust. The feeling is strange, though I have had this feeling years ago. It was like December when I last had a crush on someone, but now, here you are, colliding into my world, leaving me mesmerizing. Tell me again was it love at first sight, when I walked by and you caught my eye?  You walk passed by me like I was a dust in the wind. You never knew that my eyes are trailing at your beauty and innocence. You will never know that I have fallen for someone like you. I’m sorry I never tried.

I want to be near you. I want to know you better. I want you to let you experience the love I have kept for many years – which was supposedly given to a beautiful lady with big brown eyes and soft hands. Will I ever have the chance to do those things? If grasshoppers will be able to produce honey, then I will wear my heart on my sleeves. I will stand in front of you and say what I have in my heart, no matter how traumatic it is for you.

No one ever knew about this feeling for you. And no one will. I will write this down in chamber of secrets and after, I will close the book and no one will ever know.

Oh, I can’t just erase your sweet smiling face in my mind. I can’t erase the thought of being so close with you. But I know, it will end up like dust in the wind.

Too much the drama. Too much the same. But I will never forget you.

Scars

And when I thought you left me
when I thought you went away
you gave me this scar I cannot erase
why, didn't you hear my plea?

I'm jumping now on craters
The moon mirrored itself to me
I looked above unhappy
saying, "Can i still do better?"

I saw dawn approaching
as I tucked myself to sleep
But when emotions run deep
The fruits will start riping.

A poem with no sense I made
Cause I now am ruined
I know it's now up to the wind
for every scar to fade.

Call Lean!

I sat alone in my comfy chair, thinking of how awkward and stupid my week was. Aside from having that almost-perfect quiz, the using of microscope, and some free food, this turned out to be my worst opening yet. I had some many problems. First, all the awkward moments. Second, some major issues in class I need not to state. Third, the humiliations I had. And so on.

I was still in my world when, out of nowhere, I saw her, a girl so pretty, a girl so lovely, a girl too perfect for an abominable guy like me (I think I exaggerated that adjective. Haha. Oh well.). I saw her sweet smile, her long auburn hair which I admire, and her staggering simplicity – the main thing I like of girls. But wait, I thought. I never saw her before! It was then that I woke up from a dream. The hell, she’s in first year high school! I was stunned for a moment there, shocked by Pikachu’s electric bolt. That face? I thought, that face is a high school freshman? What the hell is happening in this world!

Going back, I know she’s a complete stranger to me. I do not know how she acts – if she’s talkative or naïve or rowdy or what. I don’t know if she’s good and she’s a lady with a halo. I only know her first name. How? It’s on her nametag pinned on her necktie. (Clue: combine the two words in the title. :D)

Ohh well, she’s just another girl who’s way too impossible for me. And, I have had this feeling again before. I saw that beautiful girl, simple and kind. But, she’s too young for me. At least now, she’s a third year high school student. She’s more mature now (this is another one, in case you haven’t noticed) and she’s more beautiful now, this little lady dressed in blue.

I wished I’m a professional already.

Emo

I want to cry. When i say cry i mean pouring all my emotions out that nobody will even argue or answer. All people will just listen as i tell them what i hate most about them. I want to scream my heart out, screaming all the anger that filled my heart. I want to do that. Even for just one day. I will pour my heart out just to easen this burden. 


I'm teary eyed right now. My heart is heavy, full of emotions. Can i blame him? Can i blame her? Or can i blame myself for this? 


I'm so depressed I don't know what to do. :(


My insides are dying yet i still smile. I'm an idiot.
I'm already messed up, but i still laugh. I'm so fucked up.
Guess nobody would care for me in the future except me, myself, and i.


shit.


i'm totally depressed.


woah. what am i even writing.


hoping for a better tomorrow.

Vitex negundo

I'm not at home right now.

I'm actually inside our school library, but I can never forget to update you, of course.

So, let me get it straight. Yesterday was kinda awkward for me. I don't know why. Maybe because I know I'm not with the youngest batch anymore. OR maybe because I was smiling at Freshmen who were not smiling back. Awkward! Haha.

But today, it was kinda okay for me. Hanging out with my only classmate in Biology; smiling and talking withsome First Year Nursing Students; being reprimanded for not asking for permission to borrow a microscope which was way humiliating. Other than that, yeah, okay. :D

Anyway, now I got my majors, I'm kinda a Nursing student now, only with no nursing subjects, but more on laboratories.

Hoping tomorrow will not be that awkward and hoping that tomorrow is a better day for me. 

And oh, the reason why I'm here in the library? Some scientific names. It's our Botany assignment, really. Haha.

That scientific name above, it's up to you to know.

Clue: the picture. :D

Dora

Okay, so I know that no one really reads my blog, but I will just continue anyway. It’s because, the more I blog about something, the more I am excited about making another one. So here it goes.

I have never been a fan of Dora the Explorer. Although I watch it when I was younger, I never liked the idea of a Mexican traveling with a talking monkey with big eyes and big boots. I also do not like that they waste time waiting for the audience to respond. One or two seconds is enough, right? But one thing for sure about it that I can relate about is when Dora chooses which road to go. Okay, picture this: Dora is walking with Boots. They are both singing their hearts out, but then, three different roads with different colors are presented to be solved by the crew. Well, I can relate to that, especially when I was in Grade 4.

I am blessed to be multi-talented. I do not mean to brag but, that’s what God gave me. One downfall of mine sure is about love, but, that is not what we are about to talk about. Anyway, having some talents, I dreamt of joining all the clubs suited for me. I sing so I wanted to join the Glee Club. I write so I wanted to join the Journalism Club. I lead so I wanted to join the Student Council. That’s the dilemma.

Gametime! Presents: Pokemon Flora Sky

It was like the other day when i finished playing Pokemon Sapphire. Now, here I am, excitedly playing another Pokemon game. I don't know why, but I am becoming my old me again: super addicted to Pokemon. Actually, I am a fan of the first Generation Pokemons (From Bulbasaur to Mew) and those were the Pokemons stuck in my head. (So much for a trivia about myself. :D)


I am now playing this game called Pokemon Flora Sky. It's not an authorized game by Nintendo so we all know it's a hack. Well, since the start of it, some elements of Pokemon Leaf Green and Sapphire were included already (I don't have to list all!) but, it's still okay. Since it's also a hack, the graphics is not that good, and the routes are confusing. Those were my problems as of now, but hey, it's freaking Pokemon! 


One great thing about this game, though, is that, they included 4th and 5th generation Pokemons (at least that's what the information said. LOL). 21 legendary Pokemons are here, usually-traded Pokemons can evolve by level up, and much much more! This would be great.


So, my starter's Chimchar and as of now, he has evolved to Monferno and he's at level 21. I'm still at the second city searching for the gym leader. My other Pokemons as of now are Staravia (18), Luxio (20), Meditite (12), and Geodude (15).


When i get stuck in somewhere, the internet is always there to help. So, let's not keep myself waiting. Gotta catch 'em all! -- or finish the game at least. :D

Hachiko

A while ago, I got bored.

I did not watch television; I do not want to watch replay reality shows.

I did not play Pokémon; I have no game to play.

I did not sleep; I woke up late so I was not sleepy.

And so I thought, there are movies on my laptop. So I opened my laptop and scanned my list of movies. Then, there came Hachiko. At first, I was planning to watch the movie Inception but I watched Hachiko instead.

And so the movie started. At first, I was bored by the classroom scene, but, the next events turned out to be exciting. There were some parts of the movie where I thought it would turn out to be bad, but I was actually wrong. For instance, I thought that Parker and his wife would separate because of the dog, but, the otherwise happened. I thought that the hotdog vendor was not that necessary, but, he turned out to be one of the significant characters.

And then, the unexpected parts came.

After Parker died, I did not expect myself crying with tears falling down from my eyes. Yes I cried over other movies (two movies to be exact – A Walk to Remember and Grave of the Fireflies) but, this one was the most intense. I pity Hachi for waiting for his deceased master on the train station. He did it for ten years. Though the movie did not show how he died or what happened next, we don’t need to mind about that already.

Another scene that made me cry was the part when Mrs. Wilson saw Hachi at the train station again. I do not know why the scene was worth crying at, but, I did. Maybe it was a reunion between two old friends. That’s why I cried.

Another aspect of the movie which made me depressed was Mrs. Wilson’s life after Parker’s death. In the movie, on one night, they were happily on bed together, but the next day, Parker was gone. Mrs. Wilson cries, but Hachi still went back to the train station.

I already knew the real story of Hachiko because it was our lesson in class before, but I never knew they made it this beautiful and good. I would curse rottentomatoes.com if this movie was rotten. I would rate this movie 89%.

And so, the boring afternoon turned out well, with teary and soring eyes.

GO WATCH IT!